This is Dedicated to the Lover in You

I don't know why, but right now, it seems like everybody, they momma and their illegitimate sisters best friends crazy uncles least favorite cousin is breakin’ up. Kinda got a girl—not necessarily Ren mind you—worried about bein’ able to make it work with her and hers and…that’s no bueno. Why can’t people just understand that love is...love is somethin' that you just can't give up on when it gets hard. Love isn't just a project that you can just quit and put on a shelf. No, that's not it. Love, real love should leave you sayin' somethin' like


If you can't read it—maybe because of the font I chose or because PhotoBucket did somethin’ weird to my graphic—this is what it says:

I love you enough to fight for you
to compromise myself for you if need be.
Enough to miss you incredibly when we're apart
no matter the length of time it's for and regardless of the distance.
Enough to believe in our relationship
to stand by it through the worst of times
to have faith in our strength as a couple and to
never
give up on
us.
Enough to spend the rest of my life with you
to be there for you when you need or want me and to
never ever
want to leave you or live without you...
I love you this much

Before anyone even asks, yes, that's the way that I feel about Quan. Especially that whole

Enough to believe in our relationship
to stand by it through the worst of times
to have faith in our strength as a couple and to
never
give up on
us

part.

Relationships? Yeah, they ain’t easy, be-fuckin’-lieve me when I say I know what I’m talkin’ about, but anything worth havin’ isn’t gonna come easy. Everyone knows that, so why is it that people get discouraged when shit gets tough? I’m not about to front and act like I’m ALWAYS 100% secure in my shit, Quan could tell you that,Tia, my lil sis Tweek and my lil sis Polo can as well but that’s fine. I don’t have to be 100% all the damn time. I just have to believe in me, him and what we have together. One of the biggest parts of a relationship—maybe even bigger than trust. Maybe, don’t quote me on that—is faith. If you don’t have that, or trust and blah, blah, blah, all of that it’s gonna…

*sigh*

Let me stop. I’ve just been playing Doctor Ren for like the past week. Is this a PSA? Quite possibly, but as of now and quite possibly forever, my thoughts are not complete on the issue so…*shrugs*

Hmm…maybe I’ll finally write about that month when Quan and I were essentially broken up. Maybe. It still hurts to think about it and I doubt that’s gonna go away, but if I bring that up, the doubters—and I know that there are at the very least two you that have somehow stumbled across this—will get it.

*shrugs*

♥